The end of an adventure

drawn pictures of what seem to be cores and other random figures, one with  bright crimson hair,  and amber eyes standing out  more so then the others, then the beginning of another  journal"
Journal log-Sarcasm "Sall" Core
Well, after I found this thing in one of the desks a while back I though I'd start writing in it, you know, to just vent out some of the "feelings" that I kinda keep bottled up. Well, two months later, and I haven't written much of anything, in fact this is my first bloody entry in the damn this after I found and. Poor wank who had this thing before me didn't meet a good end, so I figure I might as well use it, he's not gonna miss it anyway. Figured I might as well put any really interesting thighs that happen to me in this, so "yay"!
Im not really sure what day it is anymore, I lost count around oh say, 100~ years ago(?) so these entry's are gonna be kinda undated and all, so sorry for anyone who's reading this.
On a lighter note, if your reading this, with out my permission, Im gonna kick your ass if I find out, so have a nice day, bloody sod, but if you do, then have a lovely day mate.

"After this point actual enters seem to start"

Hello journal, by the way, this is gonna be a long entry so be warned- , anyway, some really interesting, creepy ass shit happened today. He showed up again, Apathy...I still haven't forgiven him..But..I tolerate him.. Anyway Hess actually kinda interesting if you get past the whole totally dangerous thing, and the bloke seemed kinda..Upset, which is odd for an Apathy core, so I thought, "what the hell, might as well humor the guy". Im glad I did.
So after talking to the guy for a bit, him scareing the hell outta me with his damn taser(Bloke poked me in the neck with it, almost had ah eart attack, Im  SO fucking glad it as off, wanker), and and me -reading- to him, he kinda seemed to want me to( from that lovecraft book I found, I forget which story), We decided to go, for a walk or something I think, I forget exactly why we decided to leave, but anyway, I digress, this started our little.."Adventure" as he would call it.
We started to head downward, and I mean -downward, farther then I've gone sine that time I "visited" The ruins of Old Apature. We took took the elevator down to some really bloody low level, then onto the catwalk...and Walked. Man  did we walk. And blimey, the darkness, I mean Im not one to be all scared of it but..damn it go oppressive down there.
Anway after lord know how long...we arrived, and man what a sight. I mean this place was amazeing, amazing architecture and all, and we continued, Appy(Oh look I've gone and called Im by a stupid nickname, heh) leading the way the whole time. Again after some time we reached a door, that it, just a door, the door the the bloody sanctum, that bloody hide out for Tenacity and his little group.
You know that feeling you get when your on the edge of something, about to fall into something else, something completely new, something totally unknown? That's what I felt starring at that blasted door, something new, something unknown...also Something wrong, something really fucked up. And that whole time I was stareing at that door Appys just standing there, smileing, or I think it was, again for an Apathy core he sure does smile a lot at me...
Anyway Im getting off course again. After a bit, I turned to him and asked him if we could go in. He smirked and walked over to a panel I hadn't noticed andplaced him aplm up agenst it. SOmething weird happened, It's like his arm glowed for a moment, then the door unlocked. He opened he door a bit, looked at me again, smiled, and then closed it. It was just him showing off...i wasnt getting in..wanker. He held his arm up and said something like "it was all in the coding" and I said how it would be sad if that got into the wrong hands...stoped The bloke from smelling, that for sure.
Anyway way I didn't get in, not matter how much I asked, nope, not getting in...yet, atleast, maybe iwht somemore poking, getting on his better side, Tenasities better side..maybe then...
Anyway He smile again, then started to lead me back to the elevator, we chatted along the way, he seemed to have cheered up immensely since the beginning of the little adventure, not smiling, but his whole diminer seem to radiate "good mood", I think anyway. I started to go on about that movie I vaguely remembered seeming ages ago "Space odyssey" or something, comparing that Monolith in the movie to that door(I mean blimey they even looked the same, both just kinda large black rectangles and all), he seemed vaguely interested, but seemed to want me away form the place, not that he was mad or anything, but he just seemed to want me to get away from it.
We arrived at he lift, got in and took the extremely long ride up to the lift area on the break room floor, in silence, oddly enough. After awhile we reached the right floor, and started to head back, Apathy starting to fiddle with that taser again, just kind flicking it on and off, I think he was just trying to mess with me. Anyway we finally reached the break room and stopped out side the door.
He said that he had to get going, had to go see his Tenacity and  that he as probably worrying all...that he guessed this was the end of out little adventure and it seemed we were "fated to meet, in that light tone of his. I asked him why Tenacity would worry, what about? He seemed to hesitate then said that Tenacity might think that he had Abandoned him. I said "me too".
That seemed to hit something deep, I know it did, that look on his face, but it was only there for a moment, then it was gone and he was smelling again..But there was something there..Im not sure, maybe doubt, like I said, I don't know, but I saw something in his eyes, I  had gotten to that bastard,..maybe I mad him rethink his loyalty for a moment to that Tenacity, but as I said, it was only for a moment and I'm just guessing.
So he just smiled at me, said that he'd see me real soon, then turned and walked off, that taser blasting, and I walked back into the break room, it was still empty, so I just went over, sat on the couch and started to read, humming to myself as I do..and you wana hear something extra creepy? I swear I heard someone whistling something like that tune I was humming somewhere outside the breakroom..
Anyway I guess that's all for now, see yea when something else happens, Sarcasm signing out-